"EQUALITY IN UNITY WITH DIVERSITY."
Hello everyone, my name is Jennifer Kim Lalk, but most of the people simply call me Kim or Jen and I love that, because it sounds super basic and a bit cheeky, too. :p
I am 25 y/o and from GERMANY, but you usually find me somewhere else, trying to achieve my goals and working for my dreams ; )
Anyone else out there following their inner voice?
Without the strong believe in myself, and that everything happens for a reason and that anything can happen in this life, I would have never been brave enough to believe that I could be strong, smart and worthy-enough to achieve my goals of becoming an unisex fashion model, a Hollywood-known actress and a human activist.
Where did it come from?
Let´s start somewhere at the beginning of this all, otherwise I might confuse you a way too much. If you think I had an easy life, you´re wrong. Back in school, people teased me, because I was too skinny, while I was dealing with anorexia in silence and all on my own. Then it turned into bulimia and then into an unhealthy sport addiction and a toxic relationship with food. Followed by a very deep depression with anxieties, I finally felt into binge eating after my bodybuilding bikini competition preperation and therefore gained 20 kg before I was able to eat normal again. The whole thing cost me 10 years of my young life and another two years to heal my body and soul from all the damage I did.
Not even to mention how disgustingly painful and self-destructive I was to myself and the very few people who have been around me during this time and how many tears I´ve cried. I don´t even want to think about it anymore, but the thing is, a girl/boy never forgets all the painful words people once told us about ourselves and our bodies and I will never understand, why people hate so much and why gossiping around (on social media) has become such an obsessive society-sport.
I always try to give everyone around me the feeling of being loved, respected and of corse, absolutely amazing and beautiful. I want to spread more love, happiness, power, motivation, confidence and a bit of creative-craziness during every single day in my life. And I also want to show this world, that anything and anyone can really has a positive and longlasting impact on this world!
YOU ARE SO WORTH IT TO BE LOVED AND ACCEPTED THE WAY YOU ARE!
Love more. Always. Choose to love more, always. Choose love above it all, always. Be love, always. Take care of yourself, your mind, your body, your soul and your heart. TAKE CARE OF YOUR SELF AND YOUR HEALTH.
BE AWARE AND LIFE IN THE PRESENT. Choose the right, higher values, and use them as a mental guide, a red line, for how you are living your life. Respect and accept others more and always. Help to create more acceptence and appreciation for creativity, humanity and diversity. In the fashion inudstry. In the economy. In every society. Say no to fast fashion and eat healthier. Stop the increase of toxic movements with simply not being a part of them in any single way anymore.
You just have that one body, one unknown period of time. One heart and health. And this is a gift. Be kind to yourself and the people around you. Have faith and fun, believe in achieving your goals and never ever give up. Fight for a change for good!
With lots of love, gratitude and so much hope,
Jen <3
FOR MORE AWARENSS.
"Everything has at least two sides. Finding ourselves feels like yin & yang, but with a frame in between. How we fill this space up, while being present in the rest, is our own destiny. We can create that little space exactly how we want, because it is all we will ever truly own."
I believe in the good of every human being, and I fight for more humanity with realizing the Awareness Raising Revolution to decrease mental disease exactly where it all began: At the roots of human history. In harmony with nature, pure Love for living, empathy and compassion for other people and more gratitude and kindness for our own existence.
Always blown away by our world and always hoping for more hope🕊️🦋
“A CONVERSATION CLASS ABOUT THE HUMAN #awarenessraisingrevolution
HELLO EVERYONE 💕🕊️☺️
My name is Jen, I am 26 years young, born in Germany and here in LA to grow, explore, experience and to understand people, because I want to find out how it is possible to give us all the tools to discover our consciousness, so that the world can be in peace and balance again. 4 years ago, I promised myself that I will do everything I can in order to become happy in my life and to find my place (I called it home) in this world. I was completely lost, burned-out, desperate, and had no Idea how I could ever become happy, fulfilled, successful and healthy in our modern ways of living here in the 21th Century.
So I LEFT EVERYTHING BEHIND, and started traveling the world by myself with a few dollars in my pocket (Australia, Africa, Italy, France, the Netherlands, Mexico, Canada, America, the Caribbean…to name a few countries) to get to know people, cultures, education systems, governments, politics, religions, movements, beliefs and traditions in order to understand what it is that’s truly going on here in our societies, and why nothing seems to work anymore, what we could change for the better and how we can build new societies for more humanity. I slept in tents, on couches, in factories, villas, hotels, trailers, airport floors, trains, air bnbs and so forth, because a) I sometimes could not effort something else or the universe helped me out miraculously, b) I did not want to do it any different that fully trusting that the cosmos would work it out for me and c) it was a part of the bigger picture: gain insights, wisdom and empathy, see, live and understand life through thousands of different eyes, (including, backgrounds, status, gender, religion, political beliefs, education…) because I believe that the solution for everything lies within ourselves once we re-awaken and re-connect with the divine intelligence.
MORE IN THE COMMENTS BELOW ⬇️
what’s she doing? what’s she thinking about? or is she just here, right here right now? God only knows. For sure a life in progress though. Thank you so much. @christopherpaul7
let’s make dreams a reality.
activism and 8oo8s 💘💘
🆘❤️🩹‼️Yesterday, me and my friend went to the local thrift shop here in Carleton Place to check out the new arrivals. These people here are all volunteering and every penny the shop makes goes to the local womens’ chelter. I’ve met a 75 year old former horse competitioner in the store who immediately invited me to come to visit his horse farm the other day. And so I did and what I saw and heard made me speechless. He has six children, three boys and three girls, the divorce of his wife plus everything that happened around that time ate up all his money, his house caught fire during his absence one day because of the wood oven which fell apart and so he was left there in the middle of no where. On top of that, no one of his children is around, offers help or makes time for him. I was wondering how it can happen that people who become self-made millionaires, who are very successful in their chosen career field (he was competitioning for Olympia for almost 40 years), can lose everything includinhg their own families. Is it the selfishness disease? Idk. Now, he has a couple of horses left, no internet and lives on the land he still owns. The land his sons wanted to by him out of. (Which made me very sad.) I cut the story short because I don’t want to focus on human miseries, dramas or tragedies, but instead I wonder so deeply, what it is that is going on in our societies? I am traveling very much, I meet people all over the globe and I slowly start to realize that it does not really has that much to do with the background, race, gender, age, country and so forth, and so much more WITH how aware the individuals are, got raised and educated themselves. A very wise man once told me that awareness is the key for health, wealth, and a joyful life. But, how is it possible to build a bridge that will reconnect us humans back to our roots, mother nature, higher spirits and very sustainable, healthy, wealthy, abundant and peaceful values? I believe so much in values, because they are neutral. I beliefe that a new value-education system could be the chance for hope for a bridge which can help us to build and establish a new century, specias of humanity.⁉️⁉️❤️🩹❤️🩹
labor weekend at its best ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
I choose the old way in doing new things. 💘🟡✖️🆒📴🤎
what auditioning really looks like 🗣👤🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄
going for a trip with my new lover Eldorado 🛵💥👅
my life in a nutshell 😶🌫️🥜🥜🥜
just a regular heavy fuel stop, taking care of the essentials 🫒🫒
Period. 👁🗨✖️🔛🔝
Gods light is always shining bright. 💛
Once upon a time, there was a girl.
clean me trying to make a change during my precious time in a physical body. I need your support. Thank you.
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me being sick on a boat while being inspired by the ocean and the artist @christopherpaul7 🖼 exciting projects are coming. #art
L👁fe l8tely 💙🌵🐢🌏
DeHaad Fashionweek memories 2021 @garciabello_ @thehaguefashionweek @diversemodel 🌚
Living on the countryside in the middle of Hollywood fulfills my soul just differently 🌾🌻
ULTRAMAN 🆘🌗👾🦹🏼♀️ and she’s just being herself - LOL. #movie
My first seconds on the big screen. I’m so happy 🥲🥲🥲 @id_aid @ryanishka @mariahjusticeee @_karae
just me spreading 50 pennies friendship anklets at the beach for
some love and peace and togetherness ✌🏽 🌙☀️🌕🌛
in loooove with ccccanada ♥️♠️🚨🇨🇦
God loves YOU - beautiful memories with my Italian circus girls. We have the best memories from summer 2021 traveling through Italy 🇮🇹 I love you all so much ❤️💖👧👧🥲🕊🕊🕊
Jennifer Kim Lalk | SHORT FILM | “A Conversation with God” 🎥 #movies #acting
https://youtu.be/sEHBB97E-y8
Please let me audition for the MADONNA BIOPIC MOVIE 2022 ❤️🎤💄💃🏼🌟🎥 @carmencubacasts @madonna @hollywoodreporter #acting #cast
Thank you so much 🦋🦋🦋@adamsheridantaylor @the.robb.company
burn baby burn. let that inner fire burn until you light up the entire world 🌎 @the.robb.company @hollywoodheadshots.la
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always the same and yet always so different, right?
she can be anything she wants to be so she just became herself 🖤
📽🤍 just be
🕊 be(come)big free us basically a free-fall into the hands of God
plain face, burning soul. @the.robb.company @hollywoodheadshots.la
@hollywoodheadshots.la 🖤📽 coming closer to the types of movies 🍿 I wanna be in. ⭐️#acting #actresslife
🕊💭💬🤍🎧🧂 @the.robb.company @jerryrdgez1
BRADLEY COOPER in Silver Linings #practing 🎬💙🦋🙏🏼🎭
BENEDICT CUMBERBATCH in the imitation game #practing
JENNIFER LAWRENCE in Silver linings #practing 🎬❤️🔥🎭🌟
KEIRA KNIGHTLEY in “the imitation game” for practicing acting 🎭
true 🈯️💚
sweet memories of love 💕
@beautybylidija ♠️ thank you so much for some fairy 🧚🏼♀️ vibes ♣️
❤️🔥💙💚💛🧡❤️🔥 art warms the heart 💜 always in my heart baby @judith.l.samuel
how could this not be freakin liberating to watch ?! 🌊🌊🌊
Morocco 🇲🇦 vibes 💙💛 thank you so much @schwab.marcel @dma_models . That was fun! ❤️🔥 #passion
always traveling 🧳 to get deeper in touch with my own roots of being a human being. 🔶🔹🔶
🛫🌌🎬✔️ #dreambigger
🌌 @dma_models @schwab.marcel ✖️ thank you ⚜️
🥐🥐🥐 @dma_models
🎬✔️ @dma_models
If you love what you do, the world is yours and sky’ll be the limit. 💫
🖤🌪🤍🌪🤍🌪🖤 @schwab.marcel @dma_models
🌈🌈🌈 @schwab.marcel @dma_models
🎬 blackandwhite is always such a vibe 🤍🖤 @schwab.marcel @dma_models
🔮🖤 @dma_models shot by @schwab.marcel suit made by Ernia Santawie 🤍 thank y’all ❣️
Singer and songwriter is the Band from Formosa. All rights reserved.
Producer and Director: Felix Maxim Eller and Losttapesproduction.
some outtakes and behind the scenes 🎸❤️💃🏼 @formosagram @felixmaximeller with the team of @losttapefilm 🧿🥶 Love u all!
It was so much fun working and shooting with you guys and the amazing team & management behind the scenes! 🙏🏼🎬🔥 thank you again for having me and creating memories anf tapes I won’t ever forget! 💥❤️ MANIC LOVER @formosagram produced and directed by the amazing @felixmaximeller and the team of @losttapefilm ! 🙏🏼 and don’t forget Angelina & her Management @ao_management_ 🥰✌🏽 and thank you @beautybylidija for the amazing hair an make up! It was simply amazing ! 😍🥰 #acting #music #shooting
Natural face. @dunddfotostudio thank you for this.
havin‘ fun on set @dunddfotostudio #acting #headshot
serious headshots @dunddfotostudio #acting
Headshot 2021 #acting @dunddfotostudio
Halfbody Shot 2021 #acting @dunddfotostudio
Headshot 2021 #acting @dunddfotostudio
Runway in Amsterdam 🥰 @dma_models @schwab.marcel
🧿💙 @dma_models @aaron_delucoire @mijnhuis_mijnstijl
Official musicvideo for „Manic Lover“ out now on YT ❤️ @formosagram ❤️💣 hair&makeup from @beautybylidija 💣🎬 produced by @felixmaximeller and @losttapefilm
2021 6.0 🏳️🌈 amazing work by @beautybylidija
2021 6.0 🏳️🌈
2021 6.0 🏳️🌈 „One day people will truly realize that there is so much beauty in diversity. And I am excited what will happen then.“ 🧿🦋
2021 5.0 - „Expressing myself through acting and modeling is freedom for me. It feels like being everything and nothing at all at the same time.“ 🎬💃🏼❤️ #dreams #love #acting
2021 5.0 🏁“You’ll find happiness in everything.“ ☀️🥰☺️
2021 5.0 🦾🦾🦾
2021 4.0 🚩
2021 4.0 🚩
2021 4.0 🚩
2021 3.0 🏳️
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2021 🏴
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Learn to accept, and then let it all go with your flow...
You are not your past and also not your future (yet). You are YOU and you can be whoever you wanna be EVERY SINGLE DAY FROM NOW ON. Please promise me, to never ever let anyone define you, telling you what you have to do in this life, who you are, should be or what you can´t do or that you are not worth it to be loved. DON`T EVER listen to these people again! You are enough. You are beautiful and you are able to achieve anything in this life you set your mind into. Be brave, built up that inner strength, listen to your inner voice carefully and start following your heart. AND PLEASE BE KIND! Especially to your own self. You are a human being and it is okay to not always be okay, to show emotions, to fail, to cry, to suffer, to feel lost or lonely. Trust me, I went through it all and the only thing that truly matters is: STAND UP AGAIN, every time you fall or break down, you get back on those feet and stand up! You start to talk lovely to yourself and you start taking care of yourself! You only have this ONE LIFE and you should not waiste it! Don´t be scared to not fit into societies norms and limitations. Break yourself free from a mindset and life other people try to create for you. You have the choice and I believe in you so much! You are brave enough to achieve your wildest dreams! Go, get out there and show this world what YOU are capable of.
"Believe in magic to attain the seemingly unattainable."